Written by Brittney Castro

About the author: Brittney Castro, CERTIFIED FINANCIAL PLANNER™ is the Founder and CEO of Financially Wise Women, a Los Angeles-based financial planning firm for women. She specializes in working with busy professional and entrepreneurial women who are passionate about life and want to gain clarity around their money. Brittney’s mission is to help women plan and create the life of their dreams, free from anxiety about money. She is known for her non-judgmental, compassionate approach to financial planning. She has been featured in the Wall Street Journal, New York Times, Financial Planning Magazine, Investment News, and Registered Rep Magazine. Away from the office, you can find Brittney working out, drinking green juice, reading, playing at the park with her dog Arya and of course dancing. Visit her at FinanciallyWiseWomen and request a FREE 30-minute Discovery Session to discuss how financial planning can help you use your money to live a life you love. Financially Wise Women is a registered investment adviser offering advisory services in the State of California and in other jurisdictions where exempted.

July 4, 2018

I recently underwent elective brain surgery to put a pipeline in a brain aneurysm my doctors discovered in December.

Because brain aneurysms run in my family, I was advised years ago to get a scan to test for them.  But I put it off—until, at a meditation retreat last October, I finally realized that I was allowing fear to hold me back from taking care of myself. So for the last six months I’ve been on this journey—and I am so grateful for everything it has taught me.

As public as I am with my business and career, a lot of my life is very private—and I choose to keep it this way. But after this life-changing experience, I wanted to share my story in an effort to inspire others.  While the life lessons are still unfolding, here are nine things I’ve learned, or have been reminded of, about life…

Give to Receive

When you are alert and present and shine your love and light in the world, it’s like a magnet that attracts the best in others. I am very fortunate to have found a spiritual teacher and community, and through their teachings, I have learned the power of love. They say when you give you receive tenfold, and I have always loved giving to others. It is such a big part of my life and I am constantly working on how to give more and more of myself. After all, at the end of life, only love goes with you. Nothing else—not your body, money, work, material possessions; none of it. Only love and the moments of love. That’s why it’s so important to give as much love as you can in your lifetime.

Throughout this experience, I’ve also learned how enjoyable it is receive love—and that one cannot truly give unless one can equally receive. When I receive, I allow someone else to give to me. That’s the circle of the energy. If I block it, it doesn’t feel good for anyone. So give to others, and gracefully receive what comes back.

Surround Yourself with Angels

Throughout my life, I have been held up by my loved ones, who I consider angels in my life. When I first discovered the brain aneurysm, a dear friend dropped everything to be with me while I sobbed in her arms. From that  moment on, my community held me up, especially when I felt I couldn’t handle the emotional roller coaster of it all. From connecting me to the best neurosurgeons to driving me to doctor’s appointments to being with me as I filled out medical forms and legal documents, love was constantly poured into me. I had my troops behind me the whole way as I battled my deepest fears.  The day of the surgery, so many of my loved ones were in the lobby room at the hospital that the nursing staff actually got annoyed. (Ha! They didn’t know I was such a party girl).

The surgery was successful, thanks to my amazing neurosurgeon; however, less than 12 hours later, it was followed by a horrible hematoma in my groin as doctors entered my leg artery to insert the pipeline device in my brain (I know, medical technology is truly remarkable!). To stop the bleeding, a doctor and two other male medical professionals had to use their entire strength to push down on the hematoma—for an hour. Even though I hated them in the moment, the doctors knew what to do—angels. My ICU nurse, Norma, another angel, sat by my bed the entire day afterward to make sure there was no more bleeding. For the next 24 hours, I had to lay flat in bed to make sure my body absorbed the blood and began to heal. Then, after five days in the hospital, I was finally ready to head home to finish healing.

Always surround yourself with angels. They can truly save your life.

Practice Meditation

Throughout my entire journey, meditation helped keep me present—and feel all the feelings that come along with that. When I meditate, I am able to connect to something beyond my physical self and channel energy that is beyond me. This was evident when I was experiencing the horrific pain of the hematoma. During that-hour long experience of excruciating pain, I had moments where I got above the pain by connecting to my higher self. I could feel how strong I truly am, physically and mentally.  I used the power of meditation and everything I had learned up to that point to connect to something bigger than me to get me through.

The pain I experienced is something I never planned for, but to be able to witness the event as it was happening was only possible because of my spiritual practice. I believe that all the meditation I’ve been doing for the last five years or so was building up to help me get through this event.

So I urge you to meditate, even if you start each morning with 10 minutes. Build your way up to a more and more meditative life. It works—not only to help you enjoy your day-to-day moments and overcome stress and anxiety, but also for the bigger life experiences.


When you face big medical diagnoses (an illness or disease, etc.), a lot happens. Anger, sadness, pain, fear of death—the emotional journey is difficult. But each day  felt and expressed my fears and emotions to my loved ones and spiritual community. They listened to my fears, stood by me when I sobbed, and reminded me that I would get through this. To face death and and surrender to the unknown takes a lot of courage, but every time I was able to, I felt more and more powerful. I was trusting in something bigger than myself. All the way up to the operating table and afterward, I learned how surrendering really is key to life—I had to accept and feel the emotions that come with it. While it wasn’t always easy, it is beautiful to remember how joyful being able to flow with what is—no matter what it is—truly can be.

Get Your Legal Documents in Order

Having the important conversations about who will make decisions for you and take care of your things if anything happens brings up a lot of emotions—but you can’t avoid it. Even though I thought I would never have to deal with an aneurysm (and everything that comes with it) at this stage of my life, I did. You just never know what could happen.

Fortunately, I already had great medical, disability and life insurance policies in place, so all I needed to do was update my legal documents. Doing so was very emotional, but at the same time, I felt so close to those special individuals I had chosen for their given roles.

So don’t wait—get your plans in place now, and help your family and friends do so, as well. As scary as it can be, it can also create a more intimate connection between you and your loved ones.

Use Money to Build Your Ideal Life

Fortunately, I’ve built a business that allows me flexibility, so taking the time I needed to go to all  my doctor’s appointments and heal after surgery was never an issue. I also had a healthy cash cushion, which allowed me the freedom to take time off to recover. Some people told me how lucky I was; what they didn’t realize is that I created my business to work this way. I’ve been working since I was 16 years old, and—especially during the last 5 years of being a business owner—I’ve worked my butt off to build a business that gives me lifestyle flexibility.

This experience allowed me to see that all that hard work and effort is actually my reality, and it gives me inspiration to keep building my life by design. You can do the same. Think about what kind of lifestyle you want, then use your money to create it for yourself.

Love Yourself

After the surgery, I was completely dependent again. While I’m only 33 years old, this gave me a taste of what aging must feel like, and allowing others to take care of me was a whole new experience for me. It’s very vulnerable and raw and intimate, and I cherish the times I had with each special person who was there with me soothing my fears and helping me become a new version of myself. Each day was a new surprise—like when I was able to walk again, or shower again, or listen to music, or laugh without pain. Each moment was so sweet and precious. The trauma of the surgery and unbearable pain of the hematoma after it helped me see how strong I am, and how the mind and spirit can heal the body and overcome the darkest times.

A big part of how fast I’ve healed is that I’ve done the work and learned to take care of myself. Now I cherish my beloved body more than ever, and want to honor and respect it in new ways.  So take good care of your mind, body and soul. Eat healthy, work out, practice meditation, find a spiritual path, express your emotions and love yourself enough to put yourself first. It all matters. You are so precious.

You Are Never Alone

Being with myself in the ICU taught me so many things. At the end of the day, it really is just you and the moment, whatever it may be. But at the same time, we are all connected—all one, alone. So even when my ego wanted to make me suffer, deep down I knew I was surrounded by love and light and safe the whole time. Friends and family were with me for the five days I was in the hospital and the weeks after. They came to feed me, bathe me, help me walk, get dressed, clean my house, stock my fridge and love on me. And these gestures helped me heal old, false beliefs that I had to do everything alone. When I opened my heart to let others in, they flocked to be with me.

They say love heals, and that really is true. Day after day, I had so many angels visit, call and send messages, and every single ounce of love given to me healed me and nursed me back to independence. So even when you feel alone, remember that we’re always all connected.

Life Is So Precious

After emerging from a hospital stay, anyone can tell you how enjoyable even the simple things are again—the birds singing, the blue sky, the laughter, the movement of cars on the street…this world truly is a beautiful place. Smiling, dancing and listening to music became ecstasy for me, and I remembered that life is all about relaxing and delighting in the  moments I’m given. In this realm, we have the ability to change, grow, work through our karmic roles and begin anew again in each moment. Each moment is enough, and each moment is so utterly precious. The timeless wisdom of “enjoy the moment” is truly where the magic lies. Take time each morning to remember this. I’m doing the same—we can be “life is precious” partners.

While the life-affirming lessons are still unfolding from this adventure, I am beyond grateful for everything up to now. May this story be a reminder to keep going, and to love as much as you can. You never know who you may save by opening your heart and extending your love. And I promise I will continue to shine love into myself and others.

If you or a loved one has gone through a life-threatening illness or surgery, I just want to tell you that I am with you, and I admire you for looking the tiger in the eye and being courageous enough to take on such a tough experience. I send all my love and honor you and your journey—and I would love to connect. Feel free to email your story or comments to [email protected].

You May Also Like…


Submit a Comment

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Subscribe to our newsletter!

Subscribe to our newsletter!

Join our mailing list to get updates straight to your inbox!

You have Successfully Subscribed!